I am a 37 year old female that has had a eating disorder all my life that I never wanted to admit to. I would look in the mirror and see a pretty face and not see the fat . I would let food control my life. I would blame everyone else for why I was fat when the truth was it was my choice to feed my face. I refuse to allow food to control me anymore. Food is fuel for me and only that I will not stress eat anymore. I have 4 wonderful children and want to set an example for them.